Figuring Out Your 20s: Navigating Politics, Fatigue and Compassion

I wasn’t excited to write an article this week and tried to find the best excuse to tell my editor that there would be no article for this column. With so much to say but not desiring to say anything at all, it was apparent there was a clear attack on some of the only things I have in this world at this place and time: my voice and freedom.

Usually, slight references to my beliefs are written in the articles published for this column, with a desire to be neutral and inclusive of all people, but I am a Christian. As a Bible-believing and following one, my convictions fall one way, and care for people is at the core of my beliefs. However, the actual application of these convictions and what they should look like in our society have always been something that I have wrestled with.

I find myself in the middle and observe American politics clearly in conflict with different things I hold dear to my heart; there is always a pull to hide and do nothing. I tuned into a Bible study this week, where exactly what I’ve been feeling for years was called out: compassion fatigue.

I’m saddened by the recent events that transpired this month. The unjustified murder of Sonya Massey, the assassination attempt of a former U.S. president and current presidential candidate, the injustices and horrific acts happening in the U.S. and outside our borders, and so much more.

Nothing new is being said, and this year feels written like 2020, just in a different font. With divisiveness and a lack of humanity, I’m susceptible to believing the lie I don’t offer much value.

The older I get, the more I understand laws are necessary and significantly affect our world. There’s so much to say, but my thoughts on navigating this election season include sharing my opinions only with family and friends.

I’m being led to rely on something I strongly believe in and that’s prayer, while understanding the politicians running to impact this country outside of the presidency. I am working on reading their policies and being intentional with my vote while monitoring what I consume, which is the best approach. There are people in the Christian faith, outside of the faith, and in their respective political parties who invoke fear and hurt more than they think they are helping.

I want to be a vessel of love. I want to champion all people groups because every tribe and nation is essential. I believe there is a need for a greater solution than politics, and that’s salvation. I’ve dedicated my life to pushing that message, but I still will use my right and responsibility to use my voice through my vote. I believe there are needs to be met and change and improvement will happen in this country, and it’s my responsibility to be part of it.

Tracy Noze is a Seattle-based journalist.

Edited by Nykeya Woods